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It’s our anniversary in 10 days and I can’t believe I won’t be spending it with you. I’ve always told myself you’d be mine forever, and now I feel like all that we’ve had is just slowly slipping out of my reach. Distance sucks, I know. Whatever happens between us, I know you’ll always hold a special place in my heart, and I’ll remember you on every 12th of the month. I’ve told myself over and over again that I would try and work this relationship, but I guess distance doesn’t permit us to be happy anymore. I love you so much and even if we aren’t together anymore, I’ll always be thinking about you.
Young love is such dumb love, call it what you want it was still enough.
It’s midnight and I’m lying awake thinking about how you’re doing. You’re probably awake too, and I hope you’re thinking of me. There’s a part of me that says you aren’t because you’ve got way more things to think about other than me. Tonight I’m going to bed wearing your favorite hoodie. I hate wearing your clothes to sleep sometimes because I’m afraid that it’s smell will go away, is that weird? I know it is, but I can’t help it. Your clothes are the only thing you ever left here, aside from memories.
I miss your goodnight kisses, I used to never sleep without them, but I got used to it. You’re never around anymore, and the only thing keeping me sane are your phone calls that you hardly do anymore. It makes me wonder if you still plan on coming here next month, but I’m slowly learning to not set my expectations too high.
Midnight thoughts. <3 I love you.